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Interests: I LOVE SUMMER! and music...without both of those i wouldnt be who i am today! I also love my two best friends... Lexi and Samantha! They are my world and I love them so much! I love music and skateboarding with my friends. I got two tickets to warped tour for my birthday and it was AMAZING!! Fav bands are: Bright Eyes - Brand New - Dashboard Confessional - Something Corporate - Blink 182 - Twice Removed - Free Parking - Death Cab - Hawk Nelson - Relient K - Fall Out Boy - Amuse - My Chemical Romance - The Used - and so many more! Fav things: Hanging out - Laying out - Reading - Writing - Talking - Going to the Fair - Watching bands play - Listening to live bands - The Cubbies - Baseball all together - Tennis - Soccer - Manageing like anything - working for my own money - more
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

It's funny. When you find the words to say, you find no reply.

"A secret is the heaviest thing in the world."

For some people, it doesnt really matter how sorry you are..
they just have to be right.

if you didnt spend your years wtih someone you would be lonely..

There's something in your smile that makes me think
that maybe
you weren't ready to let me go either


is it wrong to assume that you missed me? :]

she's what i call my best friend because
it's not about who you've known the longest,
it's about who never
left your side.

You're screaming at the air, "I DON'T EVEN CARE
,"
and all the air is whispering,
"Who do you think you're fooling?"



im gonna rock you baby... to sleep
im gonna make you crazy... over me
im gonna hold you... like youve never been held before
and love you... until you tell me you cant love anymore
im gonna shake ur emotion right down to your soul
im gonna love you all over and out of control
if this is how love is supposed to feel
baby i know ive fallen head over heels.




Cause I know that You're alive
You came to fix my broken life
And I'll sing to glorify
Your Holy Name

 

 

“We have two lives . . . the life we learn with and the life we live with after that. Suffering is what brings us toward happiness.” -- The Natural

if i had the chance all i would
do is
stare into your eyes
and never look away until the day i
hear you say -
"i love you in every way"


"A secret is the heaviest thing in the world."

True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen.

You still miss them.  <IMG src="aolbart:/1024/id/2B000001B7/3A2D28" unselectable="on">
The memory of them doesn't paralyze your heart when it comes to love.
So just wait and see where you end up, where ever that is it's meant to be.


    -
ANIYAH GRACE -
       coming in march
      to a hospital near me


Saturday, March 03, 2007

KRiSTEN iNGRAM
    CURRENTLY
iN LOVE


remember: i told you i would be here for you, that meant through anything.

she's made mistakes and she knows it. but she doesn't care. she's happy with who she is and who she has-- because that's all she needs.

You`ve been through a lot in your life, he said. Too much, I sometimes think. But you keep going. I have to. I`ve got someone counting on me.  
- The Rescue by Nicholas Sparks

   J'adore mon petite ami, Raoul.


maybe it doesnt mean anything to you anymore, maybe it never did. but it meant a lot to me, you meant alot to me & you still do -- the o.c


You think you know who your true friends are? wait till high school & see who's there for you when your ex boyfriend spreads rumors about you. Think you'll never do drugs? Wait till it's right there in front of you & all your "friends" are doing it. Think your tough? Wait till you say the wrong thing to the wrong person-see who backs down first. Think you're smart? Wait till you have an English paper, science project, history test & a 10 minute monologue due tomorrow cause you were absent for 1 day. Think you're cool? wait till you're the only one who doesn't make the sports team, see how cool you are then. Think you're popular? Wait till your parents can't afford the new Hollister jeans everyone has. Think you'll never fall in love? Wait till a guy looks deep in your eyes & says he loves you. Think you'll never get your heart broken? wait till that same guy who said he loved you is holding another girl behind your back. Think you won't have sex? Wait till the guy you think you love says it'll make you closer. Think "nothing's going to happen to you"? Yea wait till you're sitting in a jail cell, wondering how you got caught. Think that you're always going to be your own individual? Well wait till one morning when you look in the mirror & you're just like everybody else


    NOTHiNG WiLL CHANGE DESTiNY

 

 

KRiS

I'll tell you, in a place like this, the magic is all around you. The trick is to see it. -- The Majestic


she was a girl who knew how to smile when she wanted to cry and thats important..
        --marilyn monroe.


between laughing for no reason stupid arguments ;; long talks
&& making fun of each other i fell in love with you.. <3


Modern medicine is advancing to the point where the average human life span will be 100. But I read this article which said Social Security is supposed to run out by the year 2025, which means people are going to have to stay at their jobs until they're 80. So I don't want to commit to anything too soon.



Things to do this summer...
--- Honda Civic Tour - June 8th
  -- Warped Tour - August 7

| Here is the test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished: if you're alive, it isn't.  -Richard Bach

©kyle 
he's a gay fag.
  but he loves his little loser.


i wish i had a best friend.


   In my way of seeing it.. I'm tired of going outta my way to make you feel like you are on top of the world. I hate the fact that you are a raging hypocrit, and have no desire to change. I'm not sure if what we had was a friendship or more of support group for when you let these sleazy guys hurt you over and over.


R.I.P. Drew McKinney & Mark Boerner 3-5-07

she wipes off the black rivers
running down her un-made cheeks.
she takes a deep breath in and
steadies herself. she can do
this, keep going, pull through;;
the show must go on


    305.. drew.. we will meet again.. but until then keep me real

 

Envy is the ulcer of the soul.
                                       - Socrates
i was born to tell you i love you.

Cause I just have to tell you,
I'm not so sure what I would do without you
.
I know it's cold outside, but this late night's just
no fun without you and I just wanted to say thanks,
you're the only reason I've smiled in days.

  

-- i really do have a best friend --
and through everything, she always has been there.
i was just too caught up in everything else to notice.
and if she reads this, which i know she will... let her know..
i am sorry for giving up when she never did. i love her.


it only takes one second to do something
you'll regret the rest of your life.


when i die, will they remember not
what i did,
but what i haven't done.
        R.I.P. Drew Mckinney & Mark Boerner
Lord, I know they are in your arms, but let them know, I miss them.


share with me the blankets you are wrapped in
cause its cold outside, its cold outside
share with me the secrets you have kept in
cause its cold inside, its cold inside
and your slow shaking fingertips show
that you're scared like me so, let's pretend we're alone



Monday, December 04, 2006

Vulnerable
Tell me what makes you think you are invinceable, I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure. Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that is vulnerable. 



If i would have only known that the last time we said goodbye
would have been the very last 
i never would have let you go


"I'm really messed up right now, & I got a whole lot of stuff I gotta work out, but I don't want to waste anymore of my life without you in it."

You know that playe between sleep & awake.. the place where you can still remember dreaming... that's where I'll always love you, that's where I'll be waiting.


I just keep my head up day to day, but i feel as if im lagging behind. there seems to be nothing left to fight for, because the day he left me is the day i became blind.


Thursday, November 09, 2006

Just hearme out, I'm not overyou yet.

Okay, here it is, your choice...it's
simple, her or me
, and I'm sure she is
really great.
But , I love you, in a
really, really big pretend to like your
taste in music, let you eat the last piece
of cheesecake,
hold a radio over my head
outside your window, unfortunate way

that makes me hate you, love.
So pick me,
chose me,love me.

theres always going to be...
       that one
thingyou wish for, but never get
  that one
mistake, you can never fix
and that one
memory, you can never get back


                      I've been running around here trying
to find some
clarity, and all of a sudden its so clear,
it's
rediculous. I just want to be with you.


How does it feel to know you're everything I need?
The
butterflysin my stomach;
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know
you're eveything I want?


maybeits they way you hurt me that makes me wanna cry everytime i see you
or maybeits because im ashamed to be near you
or maybeits because i'm disgusted with you
or maybeits because i loved you so much
                                                                                                                                                                            i just can't let it go

in a mannerof speaking, i just want to say that i could never forget the way you told me everything by simply saying nothing at all

sometimes you have to forget how you feel
       and
remember what you deserve
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   Why am I like this?
-Well, it's kind of a funny story,
with twists and turns, and broken hearts. </3

sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is something you never really had. what could've happened didn't. it's just the way the cookie crumbled. this is my goodbye to you. i'll never forget the way you made me smile.


people
say i've changed so much. well here's the honest truth;i grew up.i stopped letting people push me around. i learned that you can't always be happy. i accepted reality.

they can tell it's killing me inside to tell this terrible lie. . .
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        
      
in life, you gotta take some risks.
you cant keep your foot on first and steal second.

Mywish for you; is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big and your worries stay small, you never have to carry more than you can hold && while your out there gettin where your gettin to, i hope you know somebody loves you, && wants the same thing too.

so let's play truth or dare,
or just darebecause nobody really tells the truth anymore.

PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE
                but sometimes they come back

Kristen - my boobs are burnt
Shelby - tanning bed?
Kristen - nope, i put them in the oven too long
Shelby - oh i hate it when that happens

  I pretty much love Shelby Rae Barnett.

our code of friendship.
- partying before studying
- friends before love

Practice Random Acts Of Kindness
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       ♥    I  love  you.

hello.
welcome to broken hearted airlines.
thank you forcrashing andburningwith us today.

Better luck  next year, baby wish you still cared.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 Here's my story;;
I'll give it to you old school... I like him & he likes her.

And i miss you like crazy. I miss you being my baby. Tell me when you're coming back home. No matter what I do. I can't stop thinking of you. You're always on my mind. My heart is not a home. Since you've been gone, I wish you would would come back to me.

And i miss you
is a new way
to say
i wanna hurt you again



«««Painistemporary
love
ispermanent«««                ...and i'll love you forever..

Dress to impress& neverlet them see you frown...
cause there's people out there, that would
killto see you down.

i miss the oldus.
i miss talking all those hoursof the day.
i miss hearing everything about
anything
i miss being your best friend
i
missit all

Anyhow.. I`m fine.I meanI`m not over it,
but
littlebylittleit`s getting easierto pretend it`s easier,
which means easiermight be right around the corner
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   maybe one day ill have someones name to put next to a heart.


When you finally decide to look back... 
                     
I'll be here


Tuesday, November 07, 2006

"And I've hurt myself by hurting you...

    I wish that I could buy you all the flowers in the world and say I'm sorry o' a half a million times. I wish I could erase the fact that I am not a perfect man. It sounds like such a capitol idea.    

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do.

"You've got love, you ain't lonely. You've got alla us."
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   
iloveallamyfriends.
 

Crisp leaves, coffee shops, and long, plaid scarves. Autumn winds, photographs, and starry nights. Our hands laced together, and you squeezingme tight. I can't remember a Fallever feeling so right.



You know that I love you,I have loved you all along. And I miss you,been far away for far too long. I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go. I'll stop breathing if I don't see you anymore.. I'd give it all. I'd give for us. Give anything but won't give up.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    'cause its you I miss."



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